| i think i'm done with xanga...
no one really reads/comments anymore anyways. |
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| i miss feeling loved; i miss that security. |
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| school's a lot better this year...still wayyy too much drama though but it's getting better. field hockey's going well (like on the bus, haha) & hanging out with my oh-so-wonderful friends like todayyyy... which was so awesome.
i think it's gonna be a good year.<3 |
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| basically i'm just super exhausted with everything because of techprep & field hockey, so i doubt i'll be on much anymore because i've been so busy.
i'll try to keep you updated<3
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| since i'm getting sick of all my depressed posts, i think this'll be the last one for awhile... [i wrote this last week] i lived for your ocean eyes and the way you would smile on those summer nights. the way that everything would just be okay because i was with you and we were invincible. and it's not that i wanted to distance myself from you or that i'd ever want to try to. all i ever needed was the reassurance that we had something that the strongest ties couldn't break. i don't know what was harder; leaving or knowing that i couldn't have you back in my life again if i needed you; i miss the four wheeler rides when we went so fast, the smell of smoke in the winter with your arms around me, laying on the trampoline talking about how we felt and how much we meant to each other, falling asleep on the phone, going out of our way to see each other for just a few minutes, and fighting all the odds that were against us. nothing could ever affect how much you mean or meant to me at that point in time, it was then that i could actually accept that more than anything, i needed and wanted to cherish you forever. it was then that i figured out that we had something, a barrier, that no one could break in any form, we had everything baby, we were everything...
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